if a tree falls while nobody's around, does it make a sound?

i find it strange.
something, id called major, starts and also ends, while nobody is figuratively watching. during the holidays

and when the time comes, we start school, it is almost like it never happened
yet we know it has, everybody knows about it, but not talked about.

i hate being the new kid at a school. especially with history.
i get stared at like im wearing shit stained undies on the outside of my pants.
kinda makes me feel like theres alot of secrets going around.
bloody gossip.