Thursday, February 25, 2010

can we last through the winter

the water's starting to freeze
the only one who remembers
taking the wrong step falling in front of me
this body's already aging
these nights are already long
and if I last through the winter I swear to you now, I wont call

Thursday, February 18, 2010

and so,

to the point of pointing a water pistol to my head
and yelling BAM! as i pull the trigger

i wish i had that much spare time hahaha.

Sunday, February 14, 2010




id kill to live an easy life
away from almost everything.

Saturday, February 13, 2010

Skies full of greys, slept through it all until the first sign of light lit up the whole room.
Skies full of grace, slept through it all until the first sign of light lit up the whole room.
Leave this room to leave room for you now, leaving this all behind.
Oh like all the elephants in this world I cannot forget you,
Open window, staring deep into the sky, so come hear the wind blow, way down below and way up high.
Leave this room to leave room for you now, leaving this all behind.
It's a long way for me to leave you, I think you should stay.

Tuesday, February 9, 2010

YOUR DRAINING MY LIFE!

what is it now, 11:34pm?
i have a mad headache, and my eyes feel like their bulging out of their sockets.
im so over school, just the whole effort.
everyday, since it started, im waking up more fatiqued and sore then the day before.
i cant wait until its over, id prefer to join the workforce anyday.

Tuesday, February 2, 2010

if a tree falls while nobody's around, does it make a sound?

i find it strange.
something, id called major, starts and also ends, while nobody is figuratively watching. during the holidays

and when the time comes, we start school, it is almost like it never happened
yet we know it has, everybody knows about it, but not talked about.

i hate being the new kid at a school. especially with history.
i get stared at like im wearing shit stained undies on the outside of my pants.
kinda makes me feel like theres alot of secrets going around.
bloody gossip.